it has been a long time since i updated. so i dont expect ne1 to read this. i hope they've given up. whats new? lots that i dont care to share with the whole world. so i'm gunna get rid of my journal. i might keep it around for lyrics and such which were meant to be shared all along. anyone can read this... sure, sure i could put friends only, but knowing who's gunna read this shit, that'll change what i write. like i'd say what i want to either. i'm sure many of you thoughtless adolescents have stumbled upon this revelation from time to time. and now its my turn. one more thing, if anyone still cares what i do with my time, i'm sure you'd ask. so no hard feelings.